Friday, December 21, 2012

"Blue Castle" by L.M. Montgomery

Synopsis:
Twenty-nine years old and still a spinster, Valancy leads a cheerless existence, bullied by her emotionally distant mother and whiny Cousin Stickles. Hemmed in on all sides: by the poverty of her immediate family, by the restrictive social conventions governing the "respectable" middle class in early twentieth-century Canada, and by the horrible knowledge that she is unloved, unwanted, and unneeded, Valancy is near to the breaking point when fate steps in.
Diagnosed with an incurable and fatal heart illness, this quiet young woman decides to put aside fear, live life on her own terms, and seek - for the short time she has left - for her "Blue Castle." Leaving the confines of her mother's house, Valancy takes a job as housekeeper to Roaring Abel, the town drunk, shocking all of Deerwood by taking care of his dying daughter, Cissy Gay, whose unwed motherhood had made her the town pariah.
As Valancy steps out from the shadow cast by her unappreciative family, she slowly grows in confidence and sense of self. Her friendship with Barney Snaith - the disreputable young man who roars through town in his loud Grey Slosson, Lady Jane Grey - blossoms into love, and Valancy reaches for her Blue Castle, determined to be happy for at least one season.

My review:I absolutely loved this book and it is now on my wishlist to own.

"Deerwood and the Stirlings had long since relegated Valancy to hopeless old maidenhood.  But Valancy herself had never quite relinquished a certain pitiful, shamed, little hope that romance would come her way yet -- never, until this wet, horrible morning, when she wakened to the fact that she was twenty-nine and unsought by any man.
Ay, there lay the sting.  Valancy did not mind so much being an old maid.  After all, she thought, being an old maid couldn't possibly be as dreadful as being married to an Uncle Wellington or an Uncle Benjamin, or even an Uncle Herbert.  What hurt her was that she had never had a chance to be anything but an old maid.  No man had ever desired her."

Yeah, that accurately describes my situation.  Except I'm a 37-year-old spinster who has never been desired by a man.  Or a woman for that matter, in this pan-sexuality-minded age.  Right from the first page, I sympathized and connected with the main character.
I loved Montgomery's descriptions and turns of phrase.  There were zingers of humour that are meaningless without the context of the rest of the story.

The book is set in Muskoka, Ontario, Canada.  I have family and friends that live there so I personally loved that there was no mention of mosquitoes in the summer.  But they were mentioned in January because of the lack of them.

The plot and action were quick paced until Valancy's biggest life change and then everything slowed down to describe the peaceful serenity of her living on the island.  Despite this major change in pace, I still loved the story.  Montgomery managed to keep the descriptions and the story captivating enough that it didn't bother me at all.

I loved this book so much that I read it in one sitting.

I have not read any other L.M. Montgomery books and I'm undecided as to whether I will or not.  I've seen the movie of "Anne of Green Gables" and liked it enough when I was young, mostly because I am a redhead.  But I don't know if I want to read it.  Since "The Blue Castle" was written for adults, I'm not sure I would like/appreciate "Anne of Green Gables" as much.  "The Blue Castle" is actually quite witty and I worry that any other of Montgomery's works would pale in comparison.

You can read "The Blue Castle" online thanks to Project Gutenberg.

Read on,
Paula

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Guilty pleasures

My Goodreads and Shelfari lists tell me I've read just over 200 titles.  But if I were to add all my guilty pleasures titles, it would probably be closer to 250.  Part of this is because of the erotic short stories that Amazon offers for free.  A single girl needs a little fluffy romance/hot sexy erotic story every now and then but I admit I've been overindulging in the last month or two.  But I'm grateful for it because it has lead me to a genre I never tried before and have since discovered how much I love it.  Male-male romance.  There, I said it.  I'm not male so this truly is a "guilty" pleasure.  But I'm drawn to it because of two things: (1) being female, I am not trying to see myself in any of the characters and (2) they're not as cheesy as male-female romance.  Sure, some of the more erotic ones have proved to be a little heartless and cold (aka fuck 'em and forget 'em).  But the romantic ones make me happy in a way a male-female romance never has.  I feel genuinely happy for the happily-ever-after couple(s) in a platonic way.  Usually the male-female romances involve marriage and babies (neither of which are for me).

So far, these are my favourites:
*Luscious Love - Zach Sweets
*First Impressions - Josephine Myles
*Chalk Butterfly: The Complete Trilogy - Audra Red

I read the Fifty Shades of Grey series and they were okay.  Even before I heard it to be true, I was comparing them to Twilight.  But I am not a submissive female and I have a hard time enjoying books about male domination.  However, the same is not true of gay male domination.  Without the female gender involved, my feminist side relaxes.  I am not emotionally involved and find it easier to see how some people can enjoy being dominated.  Any male commandingly telling a female what to do raises my hackles; not so when he does it to another male.  But please don't get the opinion that I have no sympathy for submissive men.  I have a lot of it.  I wouldn't mind being in a relationship with one myself.  I have had gay male friends in the past (there aren't any to be had in my current tiny town) and believe that homosexuality is not the aberration that others would have you believe.

Through 'The Readers' podcast, I found out about the Green Carnation Prize, a prize in the UK celebrating LGBT literature.  Thanks to their lists and 'The Best of Gay Romance' list on Goodreads, I've found a few more titles I'm interested in reading.

Here are a few titles I'm eager to read:
*There But For The - Ali Smith
*Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller
*Strange Case of the Composer and His Judge - Patricia Duncker

This is one guilty pleasure I don't ever plan to give up.  I'm grateful to find there is so much more LGBT fiction out there than I thought.  I look forward to reading more and more of it!

Read on,
Paula

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Reading goal for 2013

Considering how many books I own (239) and how many of them I have yet to read (102), I've decided to read my own books in 2013.  My original goal was to read only books I own in 2013.  But then I actually counted how many I had and realized that it's not enough to sustain a full year's worth of reading.  As of the beginning of December of this year, I've read 203 books and the year isn't over yet.  So I will dedicate as much of 2013 as it takes to read all of the unread books I own and then I will continue on with books from my to-read list.  Looking through my bookshelves, I've already identified a few I want to read first...I just have to figure out the actual order by January 1, 2013.  In case you are interested to know, the titles I'm most eager to read are:

*People of the Book - Geraldine Brooks
*Iterations - Robert J. Sawyer
*100 Cupboards - N.D. Wilson
*Musicophilia - Oliver Sacks
*Inseparable - Emma Donoghue
*Ruined By Reading - Lynne Sharon Schwartz

I've also decided that I will also read any unread ebooks that I've already downloaded.  Any ebooks I download in 2013 will be filed away into a 2013 file until I've finished reading what I already own.  Some of the ebook titles I'm eager to read are:

*Rebellion (Matthew Hawkwood #4) - James McGee
*Bachelor Girl - Betsy Israel
*most of the Rogue Angel series - Alex Archer
*Nature Principle - Richard Louv

I don't usually set myself any reading challenges but I got this idea from an episode of The Readers podcast.  I'll let you know how it works out.

Read on,
Paula

"Mr. Penumbra's 24-Hour Bookstore" by Robin Sloan

Synopsis: 'A gleeful and exhilarating tale of global conspiracy, complex code-breaking, high-tech data visualization, young love, rollicking adventure, and the secret to eternal life—mostly set in a hole-in-the-wall San Francisco bookstore'

The Great Recession has shuffled Clay Jannon out of his life as a San Francisco Web-design drone—and serendipity, sheer curiosity, and the ability to climb a ladder like a monkey has landed him a new gig working the night shift at Mr. Penumbra’s 24-Hour Bookstore. But after just a few days on the job, Clay begins to realize that this store is even more curious than the name suggests. There are only a few customers, but they come in repeatedly and never seem to actually buy anything, instead “checking out” impossibly obscure volumes from strange corners of the store, all according to some elaborate, long-standing arrangement with the gnomic Mr. Penumbra. The store must be a front for something larger, Clay concludes, and soon he’s embarked on a complex analysis of the customers’ behavior and roped his friends into helping to figure out just what’s going on. But once they bring their findings to Mr. Penumbra, it turns out the secrets extend far outside the walls of the bookstore.

My review: I loved how nerdy this book was.  It blends old world book printing with modern computer technology.  I'm not much of a techie so some of the descriptions were a bit over my head but that didn't stop me from enjoying the book.  I was surprised by how short each chapter was (varying from 5 to 15 pages) but that made it easier to finish a chapter when I had to stop.

This book is told in the first-person narrative by the main character, Clay Jannon.  I quickly came to like him.  I liked the voice the author used for him but I'm not able to describe exactly why I like it.  Perhaps because it is accessible/easy to read but not dumb.

Clay is a resourceful guy who is able to find the help he needs when he needs it.  Although he relies mainly on the intelligence, finances, and resources of others, I liked that the actual mystery solving is done by Clay himself.  He is the true hero in the story and I would have been vastly disappointed if the case were cracked by someone (or something) else.  Throughout the book, I got the feeling that Clay was a bit of a bumbling character (smart but with no sense of direction).  That he ultimately solves the riddle proves that Clay does have brains of his own.

There were moments in the book that I want to remember because of the emotional reaction I had to them.  There is a scene when Clay has found the punches and doesn't want to put the box down.  I could totally understand how he felt and I found the scene funny even though it isn't funny within the story.  And I love the scene when Clay is listening to the audiobook on his drive back to San Francisco because it was a moment that caught me by surprise where something clicks/makes sense in a dramatic way.

I like my books to have happy endings and this one has an epilogue that wraps everything up nicely...just the way I like it.

This was an intellectual mystery that included a secret passage hidden behind a bookshelf.  I thoroughly enjoyed it and recommend it to anyone who likes reading books about books.

Read on,
Paula

Friday, November 23, 2012

Fat girl romance

Being a "plus size" woman myself, I absolutely love the new-to-me genre of BBW fiction.  I particularly love the BBW romances.  My absolute favourite author so far is Angela Verdenius.  I was introduced to the genre by reading her Big Girls Lovin' series and have subsequently read the two titles in her Lawson Boys series, a spin-off from the third title in the Big Girls Lovin' series.

Big Girls Lovin':
*Doctor's Delight (Cherry Williams)
*Cop's Passion (Maddy Lovett)
*Vet's Desire (Cindy Lawson)

Lawson Boys:
*Alex
*Marty

  The thing I like about all of them is the wonderful idea that a gorgeous hunk of a man can fall head-over-heels in love with a fat woman.  Of the five books, only one features a main female character that is not down on herself for her size.  Cindy Lawson (of "Vet's Desire") knows she is beautiful and doesn't care what others think of her size.  I love her for that.  I really enjoyed "Doctor's Delight" because Cherry is a shy, 35 year old, plus-sized virgin...which means I'm not the only one (even if she is fictional).  And I loved that Maddy is an independent, self-sufficient woman.  Although spiced with emotional/psychological drama and graphic sex scenes, I just really enjoyed the love stories.

I also absolutely adore and can't get enough of Kerry Greenwood's Corinna Chapman series. The main character is a fat female baker.  The books are what I call intellectual mysteries...no blood and gore but mysteries nonetheless.  I love the characters and she too falls in love with a gorgeous man.

Corinna Chapman:
*Earthly Delights
*Heavenly Pleasures
*Devil's Food
*Trick Or Treat
*Forbidden Fruit
*Cooking The Books

I also recommend the works of Adriana Hunter and Christa Wick.

If you are fat, I totally recommend these books.  Despite all the fat-positive and size-acceptance blogs I've been reading, it was these books that finally convinced me that fat women deserve (and get) love too.

Read on,
Paula

Saturday, November 10, 2012

"Heart's Blood" by Juliet Marillier

Synopsis: Whistling Tor is a place of secrets and mystery. Surrounded by a wooded hill, and unknown presences, the crumbling fortress is owned by a chieftain whose name is spoken throughout the district in tones of revulsion and bitterness. A curse lies over Anluan's family and his people; those woods hold a perilous force whose every whisper threatens doom.
For young scribe Caitrin it is a safe haven. This place where nobody else is prepared to go seems exactly what she needs, for Caitrin is fleeing her own demons. As Caitrin comes to know Anluan and his home in more depth she realizes that it is only through her love and determination that the curse can be broken and Anluan and his people set free.

My review"Heart's Blood" by Juliet Marillier is a Celtic retelling of the Beauty and the Beast tale.  I like this one better because Caitrin is not kidnapped or held against her will.  She is not forced to stay...in fact, she goes there willingly, seeking refuge from an abusive relative.  I like this adaptation because Caitrin is smart.  She can read and write in Irish and Latin in an age when that was very rare for everyone but the rich, regardless of gender.  The chieftain, Anluan, is not an actual animal, just a man deformed by disease in childhood and haunted with grief and a family curse.

I could easily relate to Caitrin and her journey from scared, cowering girl to strong, confident woman.  Learning to hope, to love, to stop listening to the negative voice in your head, and to overcome your past were lessons for the main characters that I have also had to learn.  And learning that, despite how little you may think of yourself, you make a difference in the lives of others just by being yourself.

Learning to believe in yourself is the main lesson for Anluan.  Instead of the beast running from the hordes of angry townspeople come to kill him a la the Disney version, Anluan must form an army to fend off the invading Normans.  For Caitrin, it's learning to stand up for yourself, to confront your tormentors.  Being a kind-hearted and caring person, Caitrin makes friends and makes  a difference in the lives of  the inhabitants of Whistling Tor, even though she doesn't see it herself.

Despite it being slow-paced at times, including flowery and detailed descriptions, this book was captivating and a thoroughly good read.  The characters were well-defined and believable (even the ones that aren't fully human).

Various websites have claimed this as the first in the Whistling Tor series but the author's website sets "Heart's Blood" as a lone title and it seems unlikely that it could be a series.  But I would like to read more about these characters if it turns out to be a series after all.

I read the e-book version of this but have added this title to my wishlist for purchasing.  It is a book I would like to reread.

Read on,
Paula

Friday, November 9, 2012

Rejuvenating interest

I love the idea of blogging. I love writing and do a lot of journaling in my personal life. I've had blogs in the past and eventually lost interest in posting because I end up feeling like I have nothing to say. Call it self-esteem issues or just a general lack of self-absorption. Starting a blog about reading and books should have been and was an enthusiastic project. It started as a course project but I posted more than just my assignments. I really wanted to continue it after the course ended and for a while I did. And then the enthusiasm faded. Although I love reading and I love writing, the two didn't seem to go hand-in-hand for me. On the rare occasions when I write a review about a book I've read, it's because the book has meant something to me, sparked an idea or a thought process. My reviews tend to be vague and short: whether or not I liked it and why. Some reviews I've read by other readers are long and detailed and evocative. I haven't written like that. There are times when I can't vocalize the reason I liked a book...just that I did. Today I listened to a podcast from The Readers that helped rejuvenate my interest in blogging because one of the speakers talked about taking notes while reading a book to help flesh out a book review.  I plan to do that from now on and hope that it will help me develop my book review-writing skills.

Lately, the books I've written reviews for have been books that made me feel lucky for the things I have (or have not) experienced, grateful for the life I have and the person that I am.  Three of them are:

Beauty - Patria Dunn
Ink Me (The Sevens series) - Richard Scrimger
On The Island - Tracey Garvis Graves

I wish I could have been taking notes while I read these titles because I wish I could have written longer, more detailed reviews for them.  So I plan to learn from others and hopefully improve my blogging life.  I'm crossing my fingers for myself.

Read on,
Paula

Friday, April 13, 2012

I don't retain what I read

I love to read and I read a lot.  I always have a book on the go.  I love to read and I love when I love what I'm reading.  But I don't retain what I read for long.  I love the Harry Potter series and I've reread them a few times but I am not one of those people who remember every nuance of the plot and characters.  I have a vivid imagination and use it to lose myself in the book I'm reading.  But once I'm finished the book, once I'm back in daily reality, the vividness of the plot and characters (or information in non-fiction books) fades rather quickly.  Within days, I'd guess.  The really good books that I adore will leave basics of plot and character identity, even after rereading.  I don't know why this is and, aside from frequent rereading, I don't know how to improve my reading memory.  I can at least say that depending on how much time passes between rereadings, I can still be surprised by a book I've already read.  I guess there are advantages either way.

Read on,
Paula

Sunday, April 8, 2012

New book motto

"Never read anything but what you like." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

This is my new reading motto.  Since I have 600+ titles on my to-read list, I really don't have time to waste reading a book I don't enjoy.  The problem is that I feel obligated, once I start, to finish it.  But the book that convinced me to use this new motto is "Infernal Devices" by K.W. Jeter.  I started it, it was interesting, but then I got distracted.  It sat on my currently-reading list for weeks while I wasn't currently reading it.  I finally went back to it and couldn't remember what was going on and had to start over.  Reading this book, I now know that I like books with plotlines, a sense of direction, even if you don't know what will happen, you at least have an idea.  This book does not have one.  I guess it is so far outside my comfort zone that I just couldn't follow.  I got to the end of the second part feeling interested because some of the mysteries had been answered.  And then I was presented with a blank page and a 'Part Three' title page.  And that's when my interest fizzled out.  If the next page had been a new chapter, I would have kept on reading.  But for there to be such a sharp separation between what I had just read and what I was about to read, I just couldn't muster enough interest and motivation to keep going.  I feel bad that I made it so close without finishing.  I do.  Mostly because this is considered a steampunk classic.  It's not that I don't like steampunk.  I just couldn't find any characters worth caring for, even the main character.  But as Nancy Pearl said in one of her radio shows, (and here I paraphrase) guilt has no place in reading.  I will endeavour to stand by that, and my new motto.

Read on,
Paula

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Bookish limbo

"Books were a shelter and a friend to me when that shelter wasn't available in real life." - Jacqueline Mitchard

I have so many titles on my to-read list (600+) but I don't plan what I will read next.  I let the books come to me mostly.  Have you ever checked a book out from the library, kept it for three weeks, then returned it unread?  That happens to me somewhat frequently.  That's me trying to guess what I should read next and getting it wrong.  That's when I find myself in a bookish limbo.  I don't know what to read next and nothing has jumped out at me.  This doesn't mean I'm not reading though.  When I am in a bookish limbo, it means I've got a large variety of books on the go all at once.  My preferred reading state is when I am reading one or two books wholeheartedly; in a bookish limbo, I enjoy what I read but am not enveloped by it.  I prefer to drown in my books, to be so enmeshed in what I am reading that I forget the real world exists. And it's not as though I lack for access to books: I belong to two libraries of vastly different collections and I have 190 books in my personal library (most of which I have not read...yet).  So I'm in a bookish limbo waiting for the right 'next book' to come along.  Earlier today I was sitting looking at my personal library.  I'm waffling over the idea of finding a temporary indication of the books I've read, whether sticker or some sort of mark on the spine.  I throw out the idea because I figure I know which ones I've read and which ones I haven't.  And then I reinstate the idea because I come across one that I can't remember if I have or not (turns out I have).  I don't mind rereading but I wouldn't want to pick up a book thinking I haven't read it, only to discover that I have.  Of course, I keep a list on Goodreads, Shelfari, and LibraryThing of what I have read but that's not exactly a quick-access resource if my computer isn't on.  Hmm.  Yes? No?  I'll keep thinking about it.

And now I'll go add some more books to my to-read list.

Read on,
Paula